In less than 50 days I had my forever. Try as you may, this is here to stay.
I never expected you to come in my life. Never thought you would become essential to mine. It was more than I ever asked for. More than I deserved. But what I never for even a second thought was that I will have to see you leave.
I know you are there. Somewhere. And that you don’t want me to look. If only it was in my power.
If I don’t trust and I don’t hope, how do I manage to live?
And yet, how can I blame him? He is perfect, always perfect for me. He could be spoilt for choice. I have none but the one.
The ache from your absence is like my heartbeat, involuntary yet constant and vital.
But then, what kills is that I cannot take your pain away. As much as I care, I am helpless. So helpless.